Day one hundred
eighty-six
May 6, 2013: I will be
perfectly honest; yesterday was not a good day for me. I guess Every once in a
while it just hits me, I'm not home anymore. It seems like it should be getting
easier, like over time I would belong more, but in reality as the novelty of
the place wears off, I'm becoming aware just how unsettled I am. There are some
places in particular where I feel not only unsettled, but unwelcomed. I thought about not writing this, but I
figured one of the reasons for writing this Thousand Days journal is to tell
the story of my life in short little segments. I need to tell about my hard
days too. I want this journal to be something personal. On the upside, I believe the phone interview went alright. I can't
really say if it went great, but unlike usual I don't think I sounded like an
idiot.
1 comment:
Sorry to hear that Becca! I can't say that, that feeling will ever go away. It will lessen overtime, but at strange points of time it will hit you again... I still miss *home* and I have been gone from there for almost 4 years! I know your not a talker.. But I'm only an email, text, phone call away! And I bet you did a killer job with the phone interview! Miss you and see you soon.. :) On a happy note.. Buggy will look amazingly CUTE in her little outfit! Thank you!!! <3
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